AlwaysInTheBackOfMyHead

Here I am again writing at the spurt of the moment which is how I normally like to write.I am still struggling with having the fear of being alone for the rest of my life.It may sound like a ridiculous fear that is far fetched it must be happening for a reason as it's a thought that I've struggled with my whole life.I enjoy meeting new people and seeking out friendships which I try to do on a daily basis when I'm in a social mood at the same time I also battle my shyness.I can be shy and appear timid which is a vibe I sometimes want to give off but also am working on overcoming.I know being shy is one of my gifts that has been given to me by my spirit to protect me from harms way at the same time giving me sensitivity at how others feel.I consider myself a work in progress as I'm always thinking and changing just felt like writing this in my journal.Feel free to leave a comment if you feel like or not if you don't I'm just putting myself out there and opening myself up to the world.