AlwaysInTheBackOfMyHead

Here I am again writing at the spurt of the moment which is how I normally like to write.I am still struggling with having the fear of being alone for the rest of my life.It may sound like a ridiculous fear that is far fetched it must be happening for a reason as it's a thought that I've struggled with my whole life.I enjoy meeting new people and seeking out friendships which I try to do on a daily basis when I'm in a social mood at the same time I also battle my shyness.I can be shy and appear timid which is a vibe I sometimes want to give off but also am working on overcoming.I know being shy is one of my gifts that has been given to me by my spirit to protect me from harms way at the same time giving me sensitivity at how others feel.I consider myself a work in progress as I'm always thinking and changing just felt like writing this in my journal.Feel free to leave a comment if you feel like or not if you don't I'm just putting myself out there and opening myself up to the world.

YoungBodyOldSoul

The title of my blog "young body old soul" is truly how I feel.I've learned many lessons and continue to learn in this spiritual journey called life.It's not always easy finding the right path to tread on as well as finding out who you are.I have always known who I am and I have the drive and will to succeed no matter what gets in my way.Life isn't an easy hurdle to overcome especially when you have a disorder but you don't have to let it get in your way.I feel blessed to have what I have and I truly wouldn't trade it for the world.We're all unique yet we all have the same qualities and it's when we work together as a whole instead of apart we can accomplish anything.I believe that humanity is at a turn point where we can fix what we have imprinted on earth and I know we can make it a better place even better then how it began it just takes hope and faith.When you have faith nothing can pull you down.

Violence,War,Community,Isolation

Today on my mind is about violence,war,community and isolation.Violence to me just premotes more violence and killing someone to the point that your ending their life won't give you a feeling of inner peace, because their soul doesn't end necessarily it could stay in that spot and not go away.Dealing with emotions is the one way you can set yourself free without any left over feelings laying in the back of your head.War I believe is not necessary, it not only hurts you but also hurts everyone as a whole.Through community involvement figuring out solutions using our soul knowledge to come up with ideas to understand nature and the world we live in teaches us such as our personalities which make up the world.Once you teach the soul it stays with you.Isolating yourself can also give you knowledge and a means of way of dealing with sorrow without thinking of hurting someone.Just my thoughts your welcome to agree or disagree just putting them out there.

November2ndWatchedAFilmCalledBirdmanOfAlcatraz

Today I was flipping through the channels and happened to come across a movie called The Bird Man From Alcatraz.Facing hard time due to murder Robert Franklin Stroud tries to pick himself up and begins studying birds.He makes cages for them while in prison and studies them infectiously.Learning what makes birds happy and what makes them die from diseases due to that Robert does many experiments trying to find the right formula to stop them from dying.It's a heart warming story based on real life it's inspiring and at the same time makes me think of the prison system and if it's trying to help offenders recover or punish them without learning from their mistakes.It's truly a thought inspiring film and thought I'd write about it today.

DifferencesWhyWeHaveThemInTheWorld

There are differences in the world whether we like it or not.I believe there are differences in people's personalities, bodies, etc because it gives us meaning and direction to go to in life.What would the police do if they didn't have crime to solve if there were no crimes committed by people, what would someone who is caring and not selfish do if there were no selfish people in the world.Everything is connected, we're all connected to eachother as human beings as well as apart of nature being earth.I know we all have the ability to achieve results and change the direction life is going.Just some of my thoughts going on in my head I thought I'd blog about.